We were also able to take her out to lunch and to the park with the boys to have a play. It was a really fun time!

It took a very long time to work out what the issue was and what was making me feel so horrible. Well actually that’s not true exactly, we worked it out very quickly (once I finally got to a dr and stopped thinking that it was just a “bug going around”) but unfortunately treating my illness was not quick at all.

After feeling nausea, fatigue and having massive gut issues… constant diarrhoea, which I kept putting down to bugs/virus from the kids my doctor noticed my significant weight loss while I was on a visit for Jasper’s needles. Being the wonderful doctor that she is, she questioned me about it. I had intended to go and see her in a couple of weeks if I wasn’t any better. Recently I had been told I had rotavirus and because of this I just thought I was still having symptoms of this… but really, how long can rotavirus last??

The first thing my doctor suggested was a stool test to get to the bottom of what was going on. Sure enough I got the call from her telling me they had found Dientamoeba fragilis, a parasite that lives in the large intestine. While some people experience no symptoms others (like myself) become very sick. After a round of antibiotics I was still having symptoms. That’s when my doctor suggested further investigation to rule out other possible disease, such as crohn’s disease. I was recommended to see a gastroenterologist for a colonoscopy and gastroscopy. At this point I think it’s best to mention that bowel prep is the most awful thing I think I’ve ever experienced. No one could possibly warn you enough about how bad it is going to be, I’ve never spent so much time sitting on a toilet in my life! The procedure itself is fine, after you are so very hungry and have a sore throat but it’s probably the best sleep I’ve had in a while. I felt like telling the nurse to go away when she woke me, I could have caught up on all the lost sleep from raising babies!

In conjunction with this the gastroenterologist also did more stool samples and various tests. She checked once again for the parasite. Results were back and the colonoscopy and gastroscopy were all clear. Good news was there was nothing major wrong, bad news… I was still sick. Would you believe the parasite was still present in my system! I’d just been put through the torture of the procedures and the awful bowel prep for no good reason!

What to do next? More antibiotics for me! A stronger round of medication that could only be found at a compound chemist in Sydney. Very expensive and a list of side effects as long as my arm! So much so that these made me feel worse than I was. 10 days on these, feeling horrible, still chasing after 3 kids and doing school drop off/pick ups etc. All while remaining out of the sunlight thanks to the antibiotics, feeling nausea and generally just yuck. I finish up the medication with hope that the parasite was finally out of my body only to now experience dizzy spells, heart racing, shaking. I can only assume this was from finishing the round of medication. Finally this all settled down.

Did this mean that I was better? Apparently not! Next I would have to deal with thrush thanks to the imbalance from the medication. After treating that I found that I was still suffering symptoms. I got so bad that I couldn’t eat a piece of toast and have a cup of tea without having to run to the toilet. Food was going straight through me. My mental state was worsening. I was feeling hopeless. I didn’t think there would ever be a state of “normal” in my life again. I had a fear of vomiting and diarrhoea, the very thought of my kids getting sick made me anxious and nervous. I’d had more than my fair share and I just couldn’t take the idea of any more. I was still having constant diarrhoea just from eating.

I was desperate for answers. The treatment of the parasite and the method for discovery had left my gut stripped of all the good bacteria which meant that I was left with many food intolerances. Discovering these would be the next journey I would go on. I can track the start of the parasite back to before Christmas 2015, it was now September 2016. Such a long journey of being unwell daily made me quite depressed. Diet was the next thing I had to explore. Somehow I had to repair the damage done and the way to do this was by looking at everything I was eating.

Go go google fingers.. desperate for answers I started googling and trying to find what I should and should not be eating to help my gut repair. Of course there was plenty of contradicting information but I was willing to give anything a try. At the moment I had loose stools every single meal, I was still dropping weight… now down to 50kgs. Nothing was staying in my system at all. After a lot of research I decided that I would cut all red meat, potatoes, tomatoes, and for the rest follow a FODMAP diet (cutting out gluten, dairy and other fruits and vegetables). It doesn’t leave you with much, but as I said I was willing to give anything a go as I was desperate. When I first started out this process I was scared that I would be told that I would have to give up gluten and dairy. I thought there would be no way I would be able to do that. But when you have no choice, you find a way!

My next post will be about diet and the changes I’ve had to make, and where I am at with it all today.

Mummy and her two big boys attended the annual school picnic (Jasper was sick so stayed home but he and daddy joined us at night to watch the fireworks).

Nanny and Mummy went to see the musical of Matilda at QPAC in brisbane, it was a fantastic show. It had been a long time since going to a musical and I loved every minute. The children in the performance were incredibly talented.

Preston had his group session at school so they could meet him for next year (big school!!). He had a nice time and later told me the puzzles were easy!

Jasper was his usual cheeky self getting into all sorts of mischief.. as 2 year olds do!

Addison started grade 1 in January and Preston returned to Young Adventurers to start his Pre-Prep Year. I will post these in their own post. Jasper is still home full time with Mummy and is as cute as ever if not cuter if that is even possible!